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story of my life searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong l really loves my company he's more than a man and this is more than love the reason that the sky is blue the coulds are rollin'in because i'm gone again and to him i just can't be true and i know that the knows i'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy i can see him dyin i don't wanna do this anymore i don't wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don't wanna hurt him anymore i don't take a way his life i don't wanna be a murderer i feel it in the air as i'm doin my hair preparing for another day a kiss upon my cheek he's here reluctantly as if i'm gonna be out late i say i won't be long just hangin with the girls a lie i didn't have to tell because we both know where i'm about to go and we know it very well cause i know that he knows i'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy i can see him dyin i don't wanna do this anymore i don't wanna be the reason why every time i walk out the door i see him die our love his trust a little more inside i don't hurt him anymore i don't wanna take a way his life i don't wanna be a murderer i might as well take a gun and put it to his head get it over with i don't wanna do this anymore Ooooh anymore i don't wanna do this anymore i don't wanna be the reason why every time i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don't wanna hurt him anymore i don't wanna take a way his life i don't wanna be a murderer Ooooh a murderer No no no yeah yeah]